It is so hard to get well

So I attempted to start therapy on Tuesday. The doc was great, totally meshed, felt like maybe something will really come out of this and all that. Well, apparently he is out of my hmo network. How much could it cost, right? $180 a session. Fuck that. So yesterday I began my search for an in-network therapist. I managed to get a call back form one woman who I am going to meet with on Monday at 5. I am excited. Her office is also like way close to mine so it will be really easy to see her and everything. I hope this does what I need it to. I really do.