My ups and downs

Normally, a title like that would indicate a post abotu my weight. Well, not today. Today I am here to discuss something else: my emotional rollercoaster I seem to always be on. I tend to start out the day in a great mood. I am smiling, I am happy, I am ready to take on the world. As the hours pass and the day goes on, things just kind of darken. It can take only minutes for my mood to shift into this fucked up hole that I can;t seem to climb out of. Why does this happen to me? I just want stability. Damn that is a running theme in my life. I have always just wanted stability, balance. I am such a fucking Libra.

So, yeah. My mood? Changing at the drop of a hat lately. I hate it - when I am in a crappy mood for no reason. I mean, c'mon - I am happy to be all grumpy and fucked up if there is a cause but for no reason at all? Hell no. I deserve more than that. Maybe therapy will help get me past that too. I fucking hope so.