The excitement still builds!

I am still so excited about this process. I have spent all day at work online looking at everything from the change in myvirtualmodel.com to plastic surgery pics to books on surgery. I am just so excited about it all. I can’t believe that in a year I could be down like 80 pounds. If I really do everything right (and I swear I am going to) I could probably be down 100, even. Next summer is going to be so different. Wow. My 30th bday is gonna be amazing. I think I will drag my sisters to vegas with andrea and whoever else will come with me. I will be so much smaller. Wow. I think this time around will be better for me too cuz I am just a different person and at a very different place in my life. Don’t get me wrong – I may go a little crazy with the men. Ok, I most likely will. But I will definitely not be as crazy with my $$ as before. I need to stay responsible – I know it makes for a happier life for me. Maybe I will do something I would never do like go camping or hiking. I could go climb a mountain. Hell I could go do anything! It’s going to be quite the journey.

No news back from my doctor yet but I am still gonna hold out for a response. I will call her on Monday if need be. I really just want to get these appointments started asap. I want this surgery to happen in November. I don’t want to wait another minute more than I have to.