Whoa....

Uh, it's been kind of a long time. I know I am pretty much just writing this for myself now, but that's all good. I actually signed on here to create a new blog so I could post ebay pics... short, boring story... and thought I would look at my blog. It's been about a year since I last posted. So much has happened. Wow.

I look a little different, but not so much. Numbers have definitely changed, though. I struggle. A lot. I am in the high 170's right now. I owe that to total overeating of calorie-dense foods. I mow through cookies and chips, I have included fast food back in my diet. It's all stuff I know better than to do. I saw that I said I was 148 or something in my last post. That made me a little sad, to be honest. I don't even remember weighing that. 30 pounds less is crazy. I was wishing for 5-10 pounds less yesterday. I say I am trying but it's a lie. I am thinking about trying.

I have been more active than before. I have been playing tennis now and again. I am jobless so I am vowing to exercise. Vowing and doing aren't the same. Today's excuse is that my shoes are at my boyfriend's house.

Different bf than my last post. That guy cut and run. Whatev. This one... he is a keeper. Mike Miller... such an f'ing catch. We are both catches.

Still sober. 2 years and a week or so.

Signing off for now. I need to go post things on ebay to supplement my non-income.

Food is still a struggle and will always be, I suppose. Constant vigilance.