fine. i will cheer up. a little.

look, shit has been bad, ok? i tend to get pretty overwhelmed by a sudden avalanche of shit rainging down on me. I think we all know me well enough to know that. I am at a new place. I am dealing with the shit, or at least attemtpting to. I go to weight watchers in like 20 minutes to see how this week went. we'll see. i talked to jason about some things i have been feeling and we'll see how that goes. i got the check from the insurance company for my car and they are supposed to tow it away today. my laundry is clean, there is food in the firdge and i have a computer with a wireless internet connection. i will try to shut the fuck up about the bad shit for a while. i get dark sometimes. it's just who i am.

hit and run

they hit me. they ran. the cops caught them. my car don't move no more. good times.
at least i had my camera with me, right? this sucks.

This sucks

I got rear ended in my car on saturday night and the other driver ran. Jason and I are fine, my car is not. The cops caught whoever it was - they had no license - and I am dealing with their insurance and my now-undrivable car. This si gonna be fun.

I weighed in for the first time at weight watchers this am. I gained a pound and a half. Yay.

I am a fuck up and lie about shit I don't need to lie about and end up ruining one of the best things in my life. I rock.

2007 is in the running for worst year ever and I am only half a month into it. So much for the whole turnaround thing I had going on. Fuck this shit.

2007

Happy new year everyone. Let's hope I find myself with as much motivation as I had at this time last year. I'll dig it up from somewhere.

And happy 31st bday to ari on 12/30/06. Fucker woulda been 31. Someone who never knew him asked, just out of wanting to know more, "was he really that special?" Yeah. He was.