I am not such a patient patient.

I am doing the countdown dance again. Last time I did this, I was so busy with work and preparing at the Museum that I didn't really have time to think about it so much. Not this time around. All I do is think about surgery. I get excited then nervous. I get terrified then totally blissful. I think about how incredible it is going to look then I think about how not up to my expectations it might be. I am all over the place. I have to remember it is going to be better than now. Anything is better than now.

In my treadmill/exercise extravaganza as of late, I have realized my first REAL impediment this skin is causing. When I pump my arms as I walk, my skin really rubs. Like, my arms and my side really get not so good feeling. It is shitty. The side skin will be addressed in surgery 2 and maybe the arms soon after that. I hope so.

By the way, I have decided not to put before and after pics from surgery on this site. I am more than happy to share them with anyone who wants to email me for them but there are some people who might still read this who I don't necessarily want seeing me butt naked in my before and afters. Maybe I will put up some censored ones so you can get an idea. We'll see.

Off to another day. Treadmill, nail painting, sponsor meeting (yay!), hair cutting (mine, this time), and then a lovely date to watch the latest season of nip/tuck on dvd. Second date. Interesting. Wish me luck!