I want this over!!

I am taking my state board exam test tomorrow and I need it to be over. I am so nervous. I know I know the stuff but I can't seem to get out of this semi-catatonic state I seem to be on right now. I need to just let go of it all but I am worried abotu all the outside things that could go wrong. I could be late or get lost or my model could have some CADD (cut, abrasion, disease, or disorder) that I don't know about. I could just forget something totally stupid and fail cuz of that. I am just scared and need the anxiety to be done with. It's enough already. So tomorrow I will either be a licensed stylist or an utter failure. I love me some black and white-ness, you know,. so there it is.

The move is moving along. I am doing all my big stuff on sunday with actual movers so that will be a relief. I have been helping moll pack her stuff up and get it out of here. We'll do her big stuff at a later date. We have a few weeks til it all has to be done anyway. The apartment is beautiful though and we'll be having a poker night to initiate our new pad. I'll keep people informed as to when it will be.

Wish me luck on my test tomorrow. I need to be able to sleep again. This is getting old.