Damn....

Oh my god, I am exhausted. Like mentally, physically, emotionally just drained. So much has been happenign I have barely looked around to check in.

I got my cosmetology license. :) I am official. I have even worked a day at a friend's salon just to get my feet wet. It was interesting. I will keep working for her til I hear from the doves so I can earn some cash.

I moved! Molly and I are officially in our new, beautiful apartment. I love it here. I am attempting to arrange some stuff today. I did my clothes - that might be my big accomplishment for the day.

At 3pm today I have a consultation with a plastic surgeon. It's the same guy who did my mom's stuff (our old neighbor from growing up) and he idd a great job. I am only going to consult - I am not cleared by insurance yet or anythng. I just want to make this real. I want to know what to expect and what can actually be done. I know I am gonna leave there wanting to get it all done tomorrow, insurance be damned! But I have to wait and see if my insurance will cover some of it. I could stand to save a few thousand dollars, right? I know. Patience.

I had a blast this weekend at my friend Steve's bbq. I was having weird, overtired, sober antisocial feeling a lot of the time but I need to figure out how to just get past that shit. It's stupid and just ruins things for me. In the end I had a really good time and Jason made rockin' bbq and I sucked at poker. Shocking.

I am off to maybe unpack my bathroom. Send me good organizational thoughts, my friends. Not so much my strong suit, there.