friday the 13th ain't so bad.

Ya know, today is supposed to be so unlucky but fuck that. Things are going ok, I must say.

What's to tell?

I have 83 days sober today and I am really doing great with it. I am working on my steps and going to at least 6 meetings a week and finding a new social circle and meeting amazing people. I am feeling really lucky right now. I am working on doing my personal inventory (like all the bad shit i have done and stuff like that) and it is fucking hard but it is also really good for me to be writing about. We all need to be honest with ourselves.

I am down almost 13 pounds in the 3 months I have been doing Weight Watchers.. I am feeling good and am down to a size 12 pants and size large shirt. It feels so good to know I am down to this. I know I still have some to go but it is here. I am at 168 right now. I need to start looking into doctor consultations for my plastic surgery. I can't wait for my new body.

I love doing hair. I am obsessed with it. I love color, I love cutting, I love every moment of it and am so glad I get to do this forever. I get giddy just thinking about it. I posted some pics of stuff I have done, both cut and color. Hope you enjoy. :)

I have added some new adornments to my body - a beautiful piece on my forearm and a really pretty set of barbells on the nape of my neck. I love both and do not regret either for even a moment. I also chopped my hair off and am LOVING that. I know - it's alot of change in a very short time but I am letting go of the fear and just doing stuff. My hair will grow, piercings come out and my stars? They will be with me forever. I love them. I also included some pics for you of those.

What else? Single life is ok. It has been over a month since I spoke with Jason and I asked for that. I needed time to get past some crap and am hoping this time apart has done that. We'll know soon, I guess. This has been so hard but I am finding being single really nice right now. I have almost no time in my life outside of school and aa and social stuff so it is better for me anyway. Some days I don't feel so strong about it but right now, it's ok.

Enjoy the latest pics of me and my work and my decorations. Love to all y'all. :)