Things get better

Not sure why or how it happened but I am feeling quite back to normal today. I do have a raging headache that I woke up with but all in all, I am feeling a part of this great energy that is the universe. I talked out some things I was feeling, I concentrated on letting go, I tried to look past all the little things and just do what I need to do. It worked. I really think it worked. Huh.

Tonight I shall go to a meeting, put up garage sale posters (garage sale tomorrow 9-3 at my place!) and maybe watch some kung fu. I won't wallow, I won't drink, I will try my damndest not to consume a small country's worth of snacks. I will continue smoking though and don't care a wee bit about it for now. It's all I got left. I have smoking and I have crystal light. I am a wild child. Oh shit, i almost forgot aboutmy precious caffeine. How could I ever forget about that?? Oh caffeine, how I love you. Desperately. Like I used to love cake. Liek I still love cake but without the mind numbing, bone crushing nausea that follows eating a piece of it. (writer sips coffee.)

On to my weekend. Gonna dilly dally here at the office for a while longer then head out to sip more coffee, read my book, and perhaps do some stepwork. Yee haw. Then I will go to my meeting, feel good about myself and retire to my quarters - after a traumatizing stint on the 22 Fillmore bus - to watch Kung Fu and talk to Jason. That's alovely Friday night. Tomorrow's garage sale starts at 9 and we have a lot fo shit to shlep downstairs. Ugh. My back is already killing me for no good reason. Oh well. I will try to make it through. There's always coffee and redbull to help me out.