Who needs their meds?

Um, I need my meds. I am on day 2 sans lexapro and, well, not good. I ran out and then called inm y rx and then forgot to get it and now I have it but didn;t take take it at work and now I am home and don;t have any. I am starting the feel the stifling effects of me with out my meds. I had a date planned for tonight - nothing big, some guy who answered my CL ad, and I cancelled it. I can't imagine formaing sentences right now. Fuck, I don't even want to speak right now. It is amazing that I decided to write something at all but I figured this was therapeutic or something. Besides, I have shit to share.

I went for my 3 month ceckup wit my surgeon today. All is good. e is appy wit my progress. According to their scales I was 221. According to my ome scale this morning I was 218.4. The teens. Huh. Interesting place to be. I was thrilled earlier but now I can't think of how to be happy so I will be matter of fact about it. I also went shopping the other night with Allison and I bought my first piece of 14/16 clothing. It is a fluke, I know it, but it still was cool. I bought some great stuff (thanks Bunny).

I think I need to have some dinner, wash my face and just be done with today. I will take my meds tomorrow, don't worry. I alse rediscovered my fave album of years ago, American Thighs by Veruca Salt. Damn I love this album.