Thursday, January 05, 2006

and so comes the funk...

iknow itisn't the truth; i know it is only what i am feeling exactly at this moment. iknow this can't go on forever. i will succeed. i am not failing myself. i will succeed, i just need to find the me inside it all. i will exercise. i will eat right. i will stop pitying myslef for what i haven't done qnd start congratulating myself for what i have accomplished. this will happen eventually, i am just stuck in my usual ways. it is hard. this is hard. i don't know where to start and end and begin and follow and everything else in between. i find a moment of visualziton, followed by an hur of chaotic thought. this is me, i guess.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

i just finished reading your whole blog, it was fascinating it's a good thing you were never in my class, either your typing or spelling sucks, but since you are perfect in every other way who really gives a damn. do you read these comments. get rid of the funk, there is too much good stuff, sometimes it is just harder to find. i love you B

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