ok, now i am worried.

I just had my first experience with liquid vitamins. Um, ew. This is gonna be interesting. It kinda tasted like orange but it was a very weird color and kinda a little thick for my liking. Buy ya know what? If it works, all is good.

I got a bunch of protein drink samples in the mail too. I have to start trying those to figur eout what the hell I am gonna like. I figured I will have them for breakfast at work; that way I can try them out without oversupplementing my daily food sitch which is supplemented enough as of late. Yeah. I need be eating and drinking a lot less. I don't wanna go into this having gained weight. How much would that suck??

All in all, I am doing great. I am glad this week is almost over, I have to say. I am supposed to go to Santa Cruz on Saturday with Allison - she has to speak there. I am excited but kind of nervous too. I have been having all these dreams abotu this guy Gary that I used to be really close with back int he SC days. I miss him a lot, even though we kind fo grew apart at the end of my reign there. I think I was too fucked up to have real friends at that point, maybe. But I finally found some possible phone numbers for him and I think I want to call him while I am there. I don't know... I figure I have to be dreamin gabout him so much for a reason. I miss him.

18 days. 18 f'ing days. Life is good.